Saturday, November 13, 2010

Going Home

I have been in Cincinnati for close to 5 months, and today I am leaving to go home for about 2 weeks. Then I will head out to Kansas City, to start this new season in life that I am transitioning into. On one hand I am super excited. God has spoken a lot to me about this new season. It will be a season of trial and purification, which at first was intimidating, until He informed me that this will develop a deep intimacy and connection with Him. I will learn to trust, hear, and depend on Him like never before, and this will unlock things in the Kingdom that I can only have dreamed of before. So, when you say it like that, it is really exciting. He has also said this will be a season where I learn to rest and dwell in Him, which seems very paradoxical when it is paired with the other, but maybe that is how you know it is from Him.

This reminds me a lot of Paul and his life. Paul was imprisoned, but full of peace and was able to rest and worship in the presence of God. He was being chased, harassed, people were rioting to stone and kill him, but through this all He learned to trust and rest in God. No trial was big enough from keeping him from having peace and rest in God. I feel this next season will help take me closer to that place, which is super exciting.

However, like any transition, it also is a little nerve wrecking. I have to leave all of the awesome people and relationships that I have made in the last 5 months here, and God has blessed me with meeting some awesome. First and foremost, is my host family which I am going to miss a lot, but at least we got to have an awesome last breakfast together, omelets, pancakes, sausage gravy, buscuits, fruit, and breakfast potatoes. It was awesome. And there are just a lot of uncertainties that lie ahead, but that is what makes life fun and exciting, but at the same time you wonder where certain things will come from. Such as where am I going to live? How am I going to afford that? But the cool thing is that because I know I am right where the Lord wants I do not have to worry about those things. Yes, they are question, but I know they are being taken of, and that God will provide, because He is awesome like that.

So, I am off to Canton. Cannot wait to see my friends and family. It is going to be an awesome two weeks, and then I will be making my way out to Kansas City.

There are a few things that I would love for you to pray for. First, is that God would open up some doors for IWT in the Cleveland/Akron area. I have a few meetings with some key people, and I am hoping God really speaks to them, and gives us the opportunity to spread his Gospel back home. Also, pray for guidance and wisdom for me as I try and reach out to some of my family members who are going through some rough times. We really need God's wisdom and peace. Finally, please pray that I would rest, and spend some quality time being refreshed with Dad, while getting some more vision for what lies ahead.

Love you guys! If there is anything I can being pray for let me know!

1 comment:

  1. Matt - I am encouraged by what God is doing in you. When I saw you on Saturday, as you were speaking, there was such a change to you, so different from when I talked to you over the summer. Thank you so much for your willingness to be used by Him. I will be praying for you and I will be spreading prayer support for you down here as well. God bless you bro!!

    Scott

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